from "Beginning with the beauty of the world"
We stepped off the bus
into rain-pummeled mud. Violently
rushing streams of runoff water
gurgled everywhere
like nonstop thoughts
in a mind unlikely to
regain self-control soon enough to ever
find sanity again. Trudging
down the alley adjacent to
the Parsi Fire Temple I saw a dog
drag a dead rat from a puddle
like a man extracting
hope from a murk of words. The squall
was bad everywhere. Hours earlier
further north
a roiling river washed out
bridge pilings, preparing the way
for 3 trucks and 7 cars
to plunge into
the seething below. All this
after the previous night when
no one knows how many families, lucky
to escape alive from huts
destroyed by the flooding Vedaganga River
-- near Chikkodi
where the sugar refineries are --
were housed in a muddy tent colony
at the edge
of whatever happens next. Still
is isn’t
a bad season. The smell
of monsoon flowers is so thick that it almost
chokes you to death, a perfect
erotic asphyxiation, the or-
gasm coming when
wind and rain make the lavender balsam flowers
in the field shiver while the white
snake lily refusing to take no for an answer
finally battles its way into
an anus or vagina. It’s then
that you see how
the future sits
-- stilly, like a drab Chiasmia moth
without even a hint
of a quiver in its wings --
on a leaf
in grand mindless meditation
on all the things
it brings to the table but doesn’t
care enough about to cease
even for a second
the way it luxuriates
in the rain.